i don lyk the way it is now! Why do i have to face all this problems. All i wanted was a closer relationship with them! But why do i always feel that they are the ones who are always avoiding me? I tried my best to be the person i am. i want them to see the what they have never see before i want to know that i have grown up and they don have to worry so much for me. But sometimes she don seems to understand how i feel. i said many many times, but no matter how many times i say it just never get into her mind. i don noe why. the next time the same thing will happen again. this never ends. i don noe why. i don want this to happen bcz i noe that i have to struggle alot just to do something right. its not easy! but i still have to put my trust in him no matter wad!
Show me wad You want for me! Show me the way! Show me how i can serve You!
Why, when i want to be closer to you, you just have to choose to walk away!?
Nights ppl!
Alyss~
